June 2012
20 posts
mom
“You look hungry. You should go get us something to eat” - mom excited to be back home. my mom is finishing up the last couple of weeks of her master’s/internship. leaving home at 6:30am and coming back at 6:30pm, then writing papers. Wow weeee.
Moving takes a lot of energy, I forgot, and I got a lottttt of shit. yadda yadda yadda.
and i found some photos of when my brother...
May 2012
19 posts
wanted to take photos of my room before I start...
but too sad to do so.
this feeling is starting to settle in. I spent so much of the past year just being happy, its weird to feel this sad.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
damn,
the past 24 hours or so have fuckin ruled:
deep talk
silly adventure
morning soul
deep clensing
security
roads eased
art and collaboration
damn i just took a hit of coughman’s stuff and now i’m in outer space. I think I’m gonna go back to putting a collection of my favorite photos together. then i’m going to journal. then maybe i’ll write a feature. then maybe...
may august and june
Oh man, had such a wonderful outing with friends last night. The livelihood of my friends, always making fun, and growth-oriented discussions make me feel like there’s no way things can’t go right in our futures.
Talking to my writer friend Sam was great.
That guy just oozes confidence and honesty. It doesn’t get better than that. Him discussing his future plans is terrific. Talking of how he’s...
Watch“untitled (sorry)”
10 minutes. A girl too stuck on thoughts of her past relationship, and unable to face the present.
A first cut of a film for my narrative filmmaking class. The assignment was to write and shoot a 7-10 page script, utilizing all our lessons thus far.
(the “I’M GOING TO BED” at the end was a joke to the class, because we were all sleep deprived at our...
"untitled (sorry)" notes
(I wrote a lot here, because I promised myself 3 films ago that I would write a lot after making a film to help myself reflect. Trying to catch up. I think these came out more like I’m half asleep and writing presentable notes vs my usual neurotic stream of consciousness writing. Well, whatever, this is my practice space.)
This is a 10 minute short film I wrote, directed, and edited for my...
notes to self
I need to excercise and dance again if I want to stay a healthy happy person. my neck is definitely still injured, and its put both a mental and physical block on dancing.
LUCKILY, I just found out my school health insurance doesn’t expire until August. The Tang center is miserable, but I’ll squeeze an MRI out of them at least. Can’t believe I had 4 different doctors tell me...
thinkin about where those next steps might be
i’m trying to think of where i’ll go next. i’ll be back in concord soon, and maybe for some time. still trying to figure out the exactness of my last remaining class, a Japanese class, to complete my last requirement for my degree. It’ll either be in the summer or in the fall, depending on what I can convince my counselor of.
i’ve been making films for a while....
making sense
i’m getting a lot closer to you
i’m getting a lot closer to me
boldness making me proud.
I used to watch this life thing from the bleachers, now you can’t get me off the field.
Watchsecond all nighter with 7 hours of sleep inbetween. last week of school, senior year of college. oh boy. impromptu photobooth performance, one take. hahaha. to Daedelus’ Playing Parties, because its a song i’m currently editing into a short.
lets commemorate this shit.
Colours - (xaphoon jones remix)
Morning pick me...
drinking my own blood
i bite my nails when i get nervous/anxious/exhausted/angry. then that shit turns into a fountainnnn.
come on dawg.
lets just get on the road
and pretend that nothing else matters
